I'm So So So Soooooo Bored.

I can't even begin to explain how bored I am. I feel lame. I shouldn't be complaining. I'm sure there's plenty of stuff I could be doing with my time. I just happen to be lazy as well as bored. The one thing I do love about school is that it keeps me from being like this. It gives me something to do so that I bother to get out of bed. Wow that sounded pathetic and a but depressing. I haven't left my bed in a couple days. Well, that's not true I went an saw a movie last night and I got up to eat this morning, but aside form that I've been in bed. I've been watching Gilmore Girls, playing Sims 3 Night Life, and reading the books I got for Christmas. I'm boring myself just talking about myself. I need to put MS Word back on my computer so I can keep writing my script. It's getting pretty good. I can't talk about it yet. I need to wait until it's done, copyrighted, and registered with the Library of Congress before I will leak any information on it. All I can tell you is that it's a horror movie and it's pretty awesome.

I hate when I have something planned and I was totally just planning on not waking up until I had to go, but the the stupid sun came in through my window and I woke up at nine instead of twelve. I have a lunch planned at one and I'm supposed to meet at my friends house for a ride at 12:40 and since I have no car I'm riding my bike there. So I'll leave my house around 12:25ish. Only problem is finding something to do between now and then. I don't just want to sit around. I'm so tired of sitting around. I finished another season of Gilmore Girls today. Now if I were watching it with a friend it wouldn't be a problem. The problem is that I'm sitting in bed, alone, being pathetic, feeling sorry for myself that all of my friends have lives that seem to not include me, and watching a TV show on DVD. You know what's even more pathetic? The fact that if Jeremy weren't at his cousins house right now, I wouldn't be bored out of my mind, I'd be out doing stuff with him and his friends. I like his friends. They're a lot more chill and loyal than my friends. My friends like to go out and do stuff together and not invite me and then tell me all about it later and put pictures on Facebook and all that bullshit. It pisses me off.

Okay, I need to get out. I'm just being stupid now. As soon as I finish this thought I am going to turn off my computer, get dressed, go outside, and find something to do. I don't care what I do, I just need to do something. I wonder if it's cold outside. It's really sunny, but yesterday it was really sunny and I heard it was pretty cold. 11:41. I have I have 44 minutes to kill. Maybe I'll just ride my bike around a little bit before I go to my friend's house. I have to go to the bank. I'll go do that. I'll go to the bank, then I'll go to my friend's house. 11:42. That's not gonna kill enough time. I don't feel very good. Sort of nauseous. I'm having issues with the smoothies I keep making in my Magic Bullet. 11:42. Okay, I'm turning off the computer right now. Good bye.

Finals Suck

I am so tired of studying for finals. I just want Christmas break to start so I can keep working on my screenplay. By the way, if you haven't heard it's basically going to be the greatest horror movie ever written. Maybe I should get back to working on my paper on cult films. Or studying for science of history or faith and pop culture or something. I'm hungry. I think I'll go eat. I really like Miranda Lambert, her song Gun Powder and Lead is stuck in my head right now. I wonder if after I post this if I go to Google and type in Miranda Lambert, this will show up. I think I'm going to try it. Wow I'm really bored. I can't focus at all. I'm so over studying, I've been studying nonstop for days. I spent the whole day in the library yesterday from 8am until 11pm. I had never been in the library before, it was kind of cool. I'm back there right now too. I had to work this morning, but they me off early because they had too many people and I was the only one who still had finals which was cool cuz I was supposed to be there until 4pm, but I have a review session with my science class at 3pm so it worked out perfectly. I've been in the library since like 12:15 when I got off work. Ok I guess I'll get back to studying now......

So I'm Sitting in Class....

...And I'm really bored. Don't worry to those of you (dad) who may be concerned that I am not paying attention. I am. I'm just doing this too. You can't tell because this post will all appear at once, but I just stopped writing this for a minute to write down some important stuff my professor said. We're talking about the high middle ages and the beginnings of Christian art and architecture right now. Sounds fun, right? NO. It's probably the most boring class I have. Just took some more notes. I wondering what's happening in the world of Facebook....nothing. No one is ever online when I'm in class. This is what I get for cleaning out my friends list on Facebook. I delete 700 people and I go from have 120 friends online at a time to 7 friends. It's so sad. Although it is nice to get rid of people I don't talk to. I mostly just kept family and some close friends, plus new friends. I somehow lucked out on a registration date apparently. Everyone is complaining about how they can't get the classes they want and all this stuff, but I got everything I wanted and I'm on no wait lists and my schedule is awesome. I'm so pumped to take French, TV Production, Cinematography, and History of TV. I'm not so pumped to take Statistics, but its the only semester of math I need to take then I'm done! :). I also love that I have no class on Tuesday, no class on Thursday until 7pm, and I'm done on Friday by 9:50. It's great. I'm anticipating many Disneyland days on Fridays. If only I had a car :/. Oh well. So I was thinking today that I love writing letters. It so much more fun and personal than writing an email or making a phone call or sending a text. Those things are so lame. But then again I am the girl who like to have her movies on DVD not online, and likes to have her books smelling like books, and her movies not shot in digital. I don't really like this whole putting everything in the digital world. I like physical, palpable objects. But anyway, letter writing. I don't really know why, but I just love writing letters. I think maybe it's because I like to write, especially by hand and I can get my thoughts and feelings across a lot better when I'm writing then when I'm speaking. I'm such an awkward conversationalist, I really need to work on it. I can kill a conversation in about two seconds. I don't know why, but I just can never think of the next thing to say to keep a conversation going and it's especially bad when the person I'm talking to is the same way. That's why most of my friends are pretty outspoken, charismatic people, they were the only ones that could carry on a conversation with me long enough to get to know me. I think that's why I love writing letters. You don't have that awkwardness that you in a conversation. Its a conversation that last can last days or even years. I love it. Anyway, class is almost over, so I should get ready to pack up my stuff. That's my thought (or thoughts) for the day :)